Unable to think clearly

Mark was confused by the conflicting emotions he was feeling.  His girlfriend had caught him looking at pornography online and had decided in a fit of rage to make him look like one of the girls he'd been ogling.  Her father, a noted plastic surgeon was only too happy to oblige, and after the torture of weeks of starvation and multiple surgeries, he was finally emerging from a drug induced haze.  The realization that he'd been completely transformed into the object of his own lust frightened and angered him, but even so he couldn't help being mesmerized by his newly beautiful reflection.  As he tried to hide behind the cloud of long blonde hair swirling around his girlish face and narrow shoulders a thrill ran through his body at the realization that he was now a total hottie!